Sunday, July 10, 2011

Frantic

Feeling frantic.

Somewhere between panic and full cardiac arrest.


It's not funny.


I know.


I feel like I am
digging to China,

where my mother said I would end up if I kept scooping out that hole.


China is on the other side of the world, people.


Like globally opposite.


Apparently, I am going there.


I.CAN'T.BELIEVE.IT.


And yes, I'm shouting.


I could write a book about adoption pregnancy symptoms.


Weight gain? Yup.


Foggy brain? Indubitably.


Nesting? Paint cans stacked ceiling high.


Sleepless nights? Absolutely.


Worry about the future? Positively.

Packing for the hospital trip? Barely begun.

3 comments:

  1. PRAYING paper pregnancy is sooo hard, and yet exciting, and well everything in between!!!!! Praying for your paperwork :)

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  2. Just like "non-paper" pregnancy... we do it again and again because the blessings are so abundant. I can't wait to see pictures of him at home!!

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  3. "One isn't necessarily born with courage, but one is born with potential. Without courage, we cannot practice any other virtue with consistency. We can't be kind, true, merciful, generous, or honest." --Maya Angelou

    Ruby

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